Paste

Designs flawed with nothing but acceptance Of what a mistake can really be Possibly incoherent There’s no real point in proving your right When religion dictates everything you could see as wrong It’s possible you may sleep tonight But where belief lie’s is where you will awaken

Money

Spend money Think about money Use money Have no money Borrowed money Need money Warmth is costly Money costed my life Gravity second best Abit harder to survive The motivation at least To escape costs money A number is going to dictate your life It's abit sad Then what isn't?

hard

Trying to kill yourself is hard

Nytol

A few words. Dont buy nytol sleeping pills if you want to commit suicide. I've eaten about 12 boxes in the last 4 days and nothing. I really should ask for my money back.

4~#

Can you hear the silence sniper

“It struck him that the truly characteristic thing about modern life was not its cruelty and insecurity, but simply its bareness, its dinginess, its listlessness. Life, if you looked about you, bore no resemblance not only to the lies that streamed out of the telescreen, but even to the ideals that the Party was trying to achieve. The ideal set up by the Party was something huge, terrible, and glittering—a world of steel and concrete, of monstrous machines and terrifying weapons—a nation of warriors and fanatics marching forward in perfect unity, all thinking the same thoughts and shouting the same slogans…” 1984.  still dont know what to make of it.

11.07

Aspirations to be free from all materialistic restraints. I want to sell my money  to the highest bidder. I want to be able to travel not in poverty but in life. There’s nothing nobody needs which isn’t already free, but even that stretches only to gain from egos. Peace and love can no longer exist in Brittan. The streets are swarmed with the snakes. I have the guilty conscious that of being human. We have destroyed each other and all life with it. There never was love between ourselves, just our flawed ambitions.